while i was on the way back to home after school i've met a woman. She was not alone, a whole Televison Team from RTL were with her (RTL is one of the biggest TV Chanels in Germany). She saw me and asked me if i could be her Model just for one Day. I was shocked, beacause i never thought in my life that I could be a Model. She said the winner of this Model contest will get the fancy clothes (she was a designer), so i agreed. Everything happend fast. Afrter 2 hours they told us that i've won. So i was very happy about the clothes. After this story i never thought about Modeling again. I wasn't a person with confidence. During my school time i never thought that i'm beautiful or even a Model.

Not even 1 year later I was inviteded again from a french designer beeing her Model for Cologne Festival, again i couldn't belive it and i was too shy so i said no, but than i started to think about everything. 

After 1 year I saw on the internet that one Agency is looking for Models. So i've send them some pictures and after 2 days they called me and invited me for an Casting to Berlin. I was underage, but my feeling told me to try it. So i asked my Mum and she was worried, but she told me that i can go. So i went there with a carpool and checked in in my Hotel. It was the first time that i traveled alone and the first time that i was alone in such a big city like Berlin. On the next day i went to the Casting an there were lot of girls, the owner of the Agency took my measurements and told me that she would like to sign me. I took the contract home to think about that. My thouts were "this is amazing a Model agency want to sign me, but there a bigger ones, maybe i should try first the bigger and the leading ones and decide after if i should accept it". So i went back home and made an appointment with an Photografer in Mannheim. I thought i need professional Material to make an aplication for the big Agencys (now i know its not necessary). I went there with train and i started to like traveling on my own. This was my first Shooting, i was nervous and didn't know what to do. After the shooting i'ver got the pictures and i've sended to few agencies. After 1 day the first agency called me told me that they are very intressed. So i went to them to Düesseldorf, they tooked my measurements and gave me an contract, i was suprised that a big internation Agency is interssted in me. I went happy back home with my contract. One day later another Agency called me and invited me for an Casting, but the diffrence was this Agnecy was one of the biggest in whole Germany. I mean they have lot of Top Models and even Victoria Secret Models. So i was very excited and went to the Casting to that Agency. There were so many beautiful girls, so i said to myself ok Aynur forget never ever they will choose YOU. But i recognize that the Casting director all the time looked at me and smiled, i felt uncomftable and thought maybe he thought i'm too ugly for this. We had wear bikinis and he took measurements of all Models. And than he told everybody can go home exept of me. I was shocked, happy and couries at the same time. He came to me and showed me some Top Models and told me that he thinks that i've good chances to become like that. I couldnt belive what i've heard, all my life i thought im not beautiful and now this Agency with so much influence is interssted in me. They give me an exclusive contract. I took the contract home and signed it. After i've send my signed contract they made lot of appointments with famous International Photografer to build up my book. And yes, than everything started here in my life with professional Modeling.